Author: Ansi

  • Stranded

    Stranded

    Full disclosure: I have the bladder of a pregnant woman or a toddler; without the benefits. When I go underground, I make sure not to eat or drink anything beforehand. I prefer not to find a stick-side and struggle with my onesie in the dark. To stop next to the road in mother natures’ canvas,… Read more

  • Insanity Revised

    Insanity Revised

    We got Anke when I was 8. A German Shepard with an absolutely lovely personality. She was very disciplined and caring, yet she seemed to be a bit embarrassed by the hairlessness of humans. I mean – it was amazing how she would look down, or leave the room when clothes came off. (Nothing to… Read more

  • A Strong and Independent… Cotton Ball?

    A Strong and Independent… Cotton Ball?

    I am not a strong person. Example A – I used 4 spray-cans of stain-guard over my new couch this past weekend and my right hand was just rubbery after that. It was all numb and weak and I had to wriggle to lift my water-bottle. To be honest, I am still slightly sore in… Read more

  • When Septembers End

    When Septembers End

    The month of September had great significance for me this year. As I take time to reflect I need to be careful about my perspective – for it’s almost a repetition of last September. It’s been a very tough year and I’ve had more WTF moments than ever before.  Used, bruised and battered (literally also… Read more

  • Corrupted

    Corrupted

    Ah, Africa, known for its gorgeous and raw nature, beautiful sunsets, rich minerals, and of course – corruption. The term corruption is something that we are all very familiar with. I think by simply just using the word – there are a couple of explicit examples and organizations that immediately jump to mind (wink-wink). The… Read more

  • Pressure Cooked

    Pressure Cooked

    When I moved to the far north, I was placed in housing that I was not very fond of. It was noisy and had almost no privacy – which to me is a very important aspect of my life. I don’t particularly want to go out in shorts and wash my car, while waving at… Read more

  • Those damned Pink Roses

    Those damned Pink Roses

    “Bloom where you‘re planted.” If you know me – you would know that I absolutely adore Spring. Growing up in the Highveld, where all of nature died and was smothered by black frost and whatever remained was set to fire – I was yearly amazed at how something that looked to be dead, can grow… Read more

  • Stop, and then what…?

    Stop, and then what…?

    “This journey isn’t about getting something done, ‘as quickly as possible.’ It’s about process, not instant gratification.” ― Michael Brown – The Presence Process A very specific memory I have from when I was very small, was waiting on my mom’s bed for her to finish her makeup in order for us to go to… Read more

  • Hopelessly devoted to Hope

    Hopelessly devoted to Hope

    “But I know, somehow, that only when it is dark enough can you see the stars.” ― Martin Luther King, Jr When I was in primary school, my absolute favourite TV show was Seventh Heaven. It was a series about a minister, his family, ultimately 7 kids and their dog, Happy. I was committed to… Read more

  • Comfortably Proud

    Comfortably Proud

    Whenever I’m in a meeting and I have concerns or request on my mind that I am trying to communicate – I tend to verbally continue on a thought that I had. Which can leave the room looking at me with a somewhat confused look on their faces. I started to joke around, that my… Read more