Author: Ansi

  • Hopelessly devoted to Hope

    Hopelessly devoted to Hope

    “But I know, somehow, that only when it is dark enough can you see the stars.” ― Martin Luther King, Jr When I was in primary school, my absolute favourite TV show was Seventh Heaven. It was a series about a minister, his family, ultimately 7 kids and their dog, Happy. I was committed to… Read more

  • Comfortably Proud

    Comfortably Proud

    Whenever I’m in a meeting and I have concerns or request on my mind that I am trying to communicate – I tend to verbally continue on a thought that I had. Which can leave the room looking at me with a somewhat confused look on their faces. I started to joke around, that my… Read more

  • Get your head out of the Dumpster

    Get your head out of the Dumpster

    The difference between misery and happiness depends on what we do with our attention.” – Sharon Salzberg In my previous living quarters, just outside of the motorized gate of the complex is a large, green dumpster. It used to be easy, putting my garbage bag in the back of my car and drop it off… Read more

  • Cabin Fever

    Cabin Fever

    “When the negative thoughts come — and they will; they come to all of us — it’s not enough to just not dwell on it… You’ve got to replace it with a positive thought.”  — Joel Osteen  I had big plans for the past weekend. I booked a rustic old log cabin a while ago,… Read more

  • The value of Things

    The value of Things

    “True stability results when presumed order and presumed disorder are balanced. A truly stable system expects the unexpected, is prepared to be disrupted, waits to be transformed.” – Tom Robbins There is a couple of sayings when it comes to diamonds. It lasts forever, it’s formed under pressure and my favourite – it’s chunks of… Read more

  • Raging Fire

    Raging Fire

    “Anybody can become angry — that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way — that is not within everybody’s power and is not easy.” ― Aristotle As it’s peaking in coldness all… Read more

  • A State of Upset

    A State of Upset

    “Every day we have plenty of opportunities to get angry, stressed or offended. But what you’re doing when you indulge these negative emotions is giving something outside yourself power over your happiness. You can choose to not let little things upset you.” Joel Osteen What upsets you in life? What are those small or big… Read more

  • The Tale of the Broken Chair

    The Tale of the Broken Chair

    My parents have a beautiful dining set, older than I am. A large table, that can extend, with six very comfortable chairs. Whenever we would have visitors and we exceeded the six-chair variation – my mom would pull out the infamous Broken Chair. The broken chair is not broken per say and it metaphorically refers… Read more

  • A Life Lived

    A Life Lived

    “Instead of worrying about what you cannot control, shift your energy to what you can create.”― Roy T. Bennett On a fateful night in 1998, my cousin was in a horrible car accident. She was 16 at the time, three years older than me. I still remember her frail body in the hospital with her beautiful… Read more

  • I’m a freak’n Impala Lily!

    I’m a freak’n Impala Lily!

    “First thought of the morning, last worry of the night – your Goliath dominates your day and infiltrates your joy.”― Max Lucado had a bit of a rough Wednesday last week. I woke up knowing what we were going to do and thought I had the day figured out. We had an underground system failure inspection,… Read more